January 2011
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I wish people were more open with each other. If you want to give me mixed signals or a list of options that’s fine - I will act upon it. If you don’t get the response you desired, fair enough - I think it would have made more sense to be more direct in the first instance but maybe you like to be spontaneous. But what you shouldn’t do is, in the light of the fact that you could...
December 2010
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“Daniel broke the king’s decree.
Peter stepped from the ship to the sea....”
– mewithoutYou - The Sun and the Moon
I’m so sick of myself, this pathetic loneliness. I go out all the time, I have friends but I find it so difficult to relate to anyone. I come from such a different background, I’ve had to stretch myself so far to get away from the shy, coy, naive boy that I used to be. Don’t get me wrong, the benefits have been massive and I think moving so far away from home was the right choice...
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Dear God,
It’s been a long time since I’ve spoken to you. The truth is, I really miss you. But recently I can’t say I really know who you are anymore. In conversation, it was said recently to me that losing you would be like, “the affect of breaking up with three girlfriends all at once”. That hit the nail on the head, but what I dont know is if… they drove the...
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I wish I had someone who knows me inside-out, someone to talk some sense into me. Someone to help put things into perspective. Someone to tell me either to “stop being so silly, you’re over-thinking things”, or to say “wake up, what the fuck are you doing?”.
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“When they swear, their love is real, they mean,
“I like the way you make...”
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“He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She’s moving way too fast and all...”
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In pre-festive warmth of minced pies and mulled wine, In the midst of company we spoke and somehow seemed alone. Common experiences shared danced beneath my skin, Partners, years practiced, cathartic and akin. African beats, our mother’s roots, nostalgic and joyful, jokes made, red faces, nervous shy smiles. Your friends took us out to a place I’d never been before, Compared to...